#234

Something creepy happened today. Well, I purposely packed my stuff in two luggage bags. And I had a pail and a pillow which I was gonna put on top of my luggage bags as I walk towards the luggage storage area. It was really heavy and my hands were practically shaking. To get there, I had to go to B1. And when I reached B1, I saw J. I'm like.. shit. 

See, a few weeks back, I met him and I AM quite sure we had eye-to-eye contact. I smiled at him but there was no response from him.!@#$% So fine, I thought maybe he didn't see me. Then a few days later, I met him again. And again, the same thing happened! I was quite pissed. Maybe it was my hormones? I told my friend about it and ask whether I should just delete him off Facebook since he no longer remembers who I am. My friend was so supportive and said yeah, go ahead. he won't even notice.  And so, I deleted him!

I know it's mean of me.......

Anyway, this morning, it was just the two of us. After what seems like a long while, while my brain was processing say hi, don't say hi, I finally said hi. And he said hi and came and helped me with my luggage. He was supposed to be helping his other friend but he told his friend that he would help me first. So, ok, I said thank you very much. I swear it was the longest walk to the store room ever. And he asked me some normal questions and helped me load the luggage bags onto the racks. 

And I quickly said thank you and bye! 

Gosh, what do I do now? I obviously can't add him back on Facebook. He would realise I deleted him. Let's hope he doesn't try looking me up @ Facebook. Maybe he has even forgotten my name :) 

Not that I feel bad but if I ever meet him again next sem, I seriously won't know how to face him.