#199

我突然很累、可能是因为跟爸妈聊了一些我不太喜欢的东西。我懂、我也了解、他们是为我好。最近我想了很多。其实、我最想要的、就是过一个简简单单的生活。我只要一位爱我的人、我也爱他、两个人有够钱过日子、那有多好啊？我从小没有希望过要做有钱人的老婆。我承认、钱是很重要、可是如果不开心、有那么多钱要干什么呢？其实、这不是重点。我不高兴因为我爸嫌我太空看戏。我为什么不可以看戏呢？人生那么短、我要那么累来干嘛？我很不爽！

#198

it's chinese new year and i am all alone in my room. feeling a little sickish. and my head's kinda hurting. sigh, probably should have gone back. it's kinda sad to be facing 4 walls for 4 freaking days.

will you get out of my head already?

i know it's mean of me to be saying such things but i guess it's my own fault all along. and so, i hope i can just let it go.

times like these, 觉得我真的很笨。清醒一点吧 ！

#197

only first week of school and i already feel so tired :(

deadlines are coming in.. and i am so busy with the cca stuff. feel like choking already. having period and had lecture + lab for 6 HOURS just now. plus.. i so happily agreed to have dinner with my friends outside tomorrow. and i have camp this friday until sunday. and somehow i ended up with 6 modules again this semester. and my lecturers keep posting readings.. tons and tons of them.

AHHHHHHHHH!!

yeah, how awesome it is to be alive.

#196

Suddenly felt fat after eating Indian rice -_- I am becoming so obsessive with my weight.

But I didn't get to exercise yesterday and today! And tomorrow I have class at 8. It's not my fault for suddenly feeling fat! :(

I had 3 Julie's wheat crackers, one pau, indian rice and kit kat today.

But I think that Indian rice had like 1000 calories!