#129

i know i shouldn't have such a small heart. i know i shouldn't bear grudges against someone just because of a tinny incident. but it's not that i really want to. i just couldn't fathom that this person actually said something like that.

after all these years of friendship, i thought it was genuine. but no, it wasn't. you're just as selfish as the others. you're just one of those bitches who use other people, who doesn't take friendship as friendship.

i know you probably said it without thinking but i just.. i don't know. i feel so disappointed.

you come to me and ask me about everything and you know what? i told you and helped you in every single way i could, EVERY SINGLE BLOODY TIME.

but i guess it has never occurred to you huh? you just take me for granted.

i am really lost for words.

for the first time in my life, i find your face repulsing.

and it's so sad,

because i think you just lost my friendship.

disclaimer: the person in this post and the one before this are 2 different people. please do not associate. i know it may look as if i expect a lot from my friends, but i don't care what you think about me. because i do know that i treat others like how i want to be treated.