# i don't know.

there are times when people feel emo. now is my time. recently i've been feeling down a lot. putting on a fake smile and go about with life as if nothing is wrong with me. eating out with friends and chatting till late as if i have no worries in the world.

but really, i don't even know what is wrong with me. sometimes i have too much expectations. expect this from someone. expect that from myself. why am i pushing or limiting myself?

i remembered how i promised myself to enjoy uni life after the hellish a levels. so what am i doing to myself now?

i can't seem to understand myself anymore.