#110

Actually, I typed a reaally looooooooong post. But somehow, an error pops out saying about some inability to proceed because of some code error. Like what the hell? So let's just forget about that. I posted pictures and all!! And I even mentioned my current dramas and music. Oh well, I guess it's better to stick to the normal stuff like just boring typing stuff.

Gah!

Anyways, I'm off to NUS for my uni life. Gonna have a huge, MASSIVE debt once I end uni cause I'm kinda, living on loans. Anyways, it doesn't matter cause I've always wanted to go NUS, right?

Wrong.

Well, when I was younger, bout 5-6 years back, I always dreamt of going overseas, leaving this country of mine and live alone, make new friends, be independent and stuff. And yeah, I got what I dreamt, scholarship to go Singapore and all. Grand? Depends on how you look at it. But from my perspective, it's a tough life. It was tough, now it's just gonna get well, tougher.

I know, many people wanna get into NUS as well, and why the heck am I complaining right? Sigh. I myself, have no clue. Maybe it's because I have tasted Singapore life in the past 2 years. It wasn't sweet. And don't get me wrong, it's not absolutely bad, thanks to my close buds who have given me so much support even though I only know them for such a short time!

Maybe it's because I'm envious of others who are going further, who are jumping and leaping and I'm still walking. NUS isn't all that bad, it's ranked 30th in the whole world. And none of my other relatives have gotten so far by themselves. So..

Q: What more of a miracle do I want?
A: Not more, just different...

I'm jealous because others get to go to Australia, America, United Kingdom and I'm still stuck in a mini island.









Maybe I just want to try something new, something different.



















Maybe I just wanna get ang-moh friends.

Or maybe, I'm just having PMS.