#245

*emotional*

After what he said, I felt a little offended. Or am I just too sensitive? :\ Just normal occasion, having lunch together, and  we were buying food. And then he asked me what I was going to eat: And I straightaway said the Japanese Set (it comes with rice, Saba fish and teriyaki chicken). Every time I go there, I only eat these few options and this Japanese Set is really, one of my favourites.. mainly because it has FISH, like REAL FISH instead of patties. But he showed a little hand gesture while saying "吃那个会..." I hope you get what I mean :( 

And in my mind, I was like "...Are you trying to imply I am fat?" 

Thank you very much. My confidence level was already low enough thanks to whatever self-esteem issues that I have. Now you have to pick on it and make it even lower. I might as well dig a hole and bury myself in it. 

Sometimes it feels like people who have been thin all their lives don't understand what it feels like to be bigger than average. And they go about saying how we should eat less and exercise more. Well, screw you. Just because you're skinny and has flawless face doesn't give you the right to just splurt out whatever that is on your friggin mind. 

But then I wonder, why do I even care so much? He's just.... another guy.