Had a long chat with my mom just now. Don't know if 2 hours of mom-daughter-only chat is long or short but to me, it was a really good one. We talked about lives and I kept complaining to her about all the stress from Asean Scholarship and stuffs but she sat there and listened to me patiently and then slowly gave me words of wisdom. I felt encouraged but I still feel worried and all. Thoughts like what if I cannot manage to grab hold of the scholarship for next year + what will happen to me and what would my future be just keep on banging into me. My mom kept telling me to not fret and worry over small matters. Truth is, I don't want to use her money to continue my studies. I want to depend on myself. And do you even know how embarrassing it is if you are sent back because you cannot score an average C for your exams?
I've been trying to study real hard. Just 12 more days and I will be having my MYE but what hurts the most is the fact that I'm returning to Singapore in about 10 days. No more mommy, daddy, kor or rocky. Just me by myself in an isolated island. I'm sorry. I just feel so emo nowadays.
That aside, I've got a date with my mom on Thursday ! We will be going for a movie and shopping and sushis and more shopping. Bonus Point: Movie Tickets are FREE. ;D My kor won them, somehow. I should try to enjoy my life a little weeny bit more. No, I haven't finished studying for MYE, if you're asking but there's more to life than just sitting for those papers.. like spending time with loved ones. ;D
I really don't know what to blog about anymore. God, histories killed me and yet here you are reading this? ;X
Anyways, do enjoy your holidays Singaporean peeps. Just 10 more days. To my beloved Malaysian friends, you know who you are, don't fret over the 2 weeks holidays. Just think of my school life here in Singapore and it will pretty much brighten up your day. I study from 8-5 every day, mind you.
Done and over with.
I've been trying to study real hard. Just 12 more days and I will be having my MYE but what hurts the most is the fact that I'm returning to Singapore in about 10 days. No more mommy, daddy, kor or rocky. Just me by myself in an isolated island. I'm sorry. I just feel so emo nowadays.
That aside, I've got a date with my mom on Thursday ! We will be going for a movie and shopping and sushis and more shopping. Bonus Point: Movie Tickets are FREE. ;D My kor won them, somehow. I should try to enjoy my life a little weeny bit more. No, I haven't finished studying for MYE, if you're asking but there's more to life than just sitting for those papers.. like spending time with loved ones. ;D
I really don't know what to blog about anymore. God, histories killed me and yet here you are reading this? ;X
Anyways, do enjoy your holidays Singaporean peeps. Just 10 more days. To my beloved Malaysian friends, you know who you are, don't fret over the 2 weeks holidays. Just think of my school life here in Singapore and it will pretty much brighten up your day. I study from 8-5 every day, mind you.
Done and over with.
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